It was then that the last few minutes of the film Beautiful Thing were playing. It was that very moment when I saw it the first time around that I knew that love could always exist despite rough circumstances. It was also at that time that I appreciated The Mamas & The Papas and Mama Cass just that bit more (if you've seen the film you would know why).
Why I try and make life as hard as I do for myself I will never know. I always have this thought buried in the back of my mind that I'm not good enough as a person to be happy; that I haven't done enough to meet him and I shut myself off; the only things and people I would allow myself to adore are those I know I could never have. How wrong could I be. Everyone is worth it, no matter who they are. Everybody deserves the emotion of love.
There's no point in saying 'I renew myself to be better', 'I want to start achieving everything' etc etc, cause let's face it, I've been blabbing on about it for a while.
I woke up this morning as a different person, and I hope to keep it that way.
Stars shining bright above you
Night breezes seem to whisper I love you
Birds singing in a sycamore tree
Dream a little dream of me
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